Irrational

I mean I get it

Sometimes 

I want to strangle me too

But it’s not that simple

You always talk so much

So many words thrown around

It’s hard to listen to it all

I speak but you don’t listen

Maybe that’s why it’s hard to hear

I can use it

I try to the best of my ability

Adept and aware I am

But I know I don’t always tell you

In appropriate moments

Or ever in enough time 

I inconvenience you

It’s just like math

It’s always been this hard

But I’m trying 

Discovering

Eventually it’ll work for me

In the mean time

I just ask you live up to the name

And be a little more patient 

And a little less Rational with me.