Crushing Time

It may be harder than I thought To talk to you and not talk to you Then those times I have to catch myself Because I'm staring when I shouldn't be But the energy alone is the reason I can't I can't stop vibing, connecting When you're something I want It's just what my soul … Continue reading Crushing Time

Random Obsessive Thought

If you guys were truly friends first, there will be occasional talking afterwards. You'll spend time talking about the daily things happening with you and the random things you don't talk about with anyone else. There will be intermittent flirting throughout followed by reminders of how platonic you are now. People will question why you … Continue reading Random Obsessive Thought

Love To My First Ex

I loved you... But it was my first time. Everything was new. Everything was different. I never knew I was capable of falling in love. Love was unfamiliar to me and I had to adjust. Yes, adjust. You see with family, I was myself. I was strong, willful, decisive. But with those outside of the … Continue reading Love To My First Ex

In Love With Spider When I’m The Prey

Hanging to what it was in the past Wanting this so bad it drives me mad If I could've been warned of how it would end I could've been prepared to revert back again Life without the lust is different to me Life without the sin ain't where I want to be Trust me when … Continue reading In Love With Spider When I’m The Prey