I mean I get itSometimes I want to strangle me tooBut it’s not that simpleYou always talk so muchSo many words thrown aroundIt’s hard to listen to it allI speak but you don’t listenMaybe that’s why it’s hard to hearI can use itI try to the best of my abilityAdept and aware I amBut I know … Continue reading Irrational


What ticks me offIt’s you, it’s you causeSometimes I just wannaAHHHHHHWhen you’re aroundWhen you talkDo you even use itI mean it’s there for a reasonTrain it, teach itFor god sake, USE ITI mean even those who aren’t as adeptCan manage thatBut the matter always reveals itselfSo convenientlyI might addI mean it’s simpleDecisiveDisciplinedAnd yet you continue … Continue reading Rational


PulsePulseI can’t seem to find itThere’s no pulseFigure it outWhy can’t I feel itI lost track of itThe beat, it’s faintOff beatThe other language creeping Creeps through veinsAnsiedad, it ripplesReplacing the off tempoBeat, anxiety, beatIt's loudThe picture blursThe ringing singsThe pulse drownsNow it poundsPressuring meForcing my chest downOn the groundHere we now sitPound, anxiety, poundI … Continue reading Episode

Does Rant Imply It Bothers Me

I’ve always wondered if that’s specifically what Rant implied. It doesn’t bother me or make me upset in any kind of way. My friends are an acquired taste and I’m glad to see that there are people that they genuinely like and are interested in (because oh dear God they’re difficult, 😅😬 but then again … Continue reading Does Rant Imply It Bothers Me