All Monsters Are Human
Broken was in the reflection Mirroring me in every shard I picked up Forcing me to look at her face again Forcing me to remember the pieces I tried to cut She was reflected in every way Diagonal, backwards, asymmetrical Nothing looked familiar I couldn't figure out how to make her whole Been so long … Continue reading Unreliable Me
One day people are going to realize how far self love actually goes. Self-love will have you explaining shit to people who don’t even understand the explanation and let you laugh at their unwillingness to “get it”. But it’s not even for them to get or understand. It was a courtesy stupid.
Opinions are opinions. Do not argue to persuade when you asked for an HONEST opinion. How can you take offense when you asked a person to vocalize their thoughts? You owe them the respect to not challenge their ideals. End of discussion.
PulsePulseI can’t seem to find itThere’s no pulseFigure it outWhy can’t I feel itI lost track of itThe beat, it’s faintOff beatThe other language creeping Creeps through veinsAnsiedad, it ripplesReplacing the off tempoBeat, anxiety, beatIt's loudThe picture blursThe ringing singsThe pulse drownsNow it poundsPressuring meForcing my chest downOn the groundHere we now sitPound, anxiety, poundI … Continue reading Episode
“A Wavelength of Love” is a very special poem for me because it addresses the figments of love. It tells of a time where I was so wrapped up in the person that I didn’t realize all of the little things I was missing out on. I only believed the ideals of love were all … Continue reading History Behind “A Wavelength Of Love”
Hey love! Are you okay? You look amazing! How was you day? Did you get enough sleep? Do you need any money? Have you had anything to eat? You want to talk about it, honey? I’m here if you need me. I just wanted to hang with you. I’ve missed these conversations. Seeing you is … Continue reading Three Words In Disguise
I hope you're okay An image of you fluttered by In my head Your blue eyes Your hair Either unkempt with a clip Or your signature ponytail Both dirty blonde You were always soft spoken But your laugh A soft, yet louder boom One often heard As we watched American Horror Story In your living … Continue reading My Favorite Person
I could never pinpoint it, but I knew exactly when it changed. I always felt it coming, but of course, I tried to guard it once it came. There is always a point where you realize that the waste is what you lay in, but the poison is what you soak in. I could never … Continue reading Toxicity Alone
Guard up Guard down You’ve become somewhat of a trigger now I reminisce and get anxiety I find your letters and dissociate quietly Always too hesitant to leave But dumb enough to fall laterally Shit like that is the reason I need therapy Lack of security leaves defenses low Left with paper machete doors with … Continue reading 10pm In Deep Thought
Let me just sit this right here: "Well I see the conversation is getting shorter by the days. And I don't want to waist my time or yours."--Someone who uses homophones interchangeably Now...this here is partly the reason why my peers are ridiculous. Because in order to waste time with somebody, you have to actaully … Continue reading Ranty Rant