(Not So) Random Obsessive Thought

Temptation is a dangerously wonderful thing. The delicate intricacy of how something can be both just out of reach and within reach eludes me. However, I do enjoy when temptation decides to let loose when sitting with me. He sticks around and kicks his feet up. He talks and all the while lets his guard … Continue reading (Not So) Random Obsessive Thought

Love To My First Ex

I loved you... But it was my first time. Everything was new. Everything was different. I never knew I was capable of falling in love. Love was unfamiliar to me and I had to adjust. Yes, adjust. You see with family, I was myself. I was strong, willful, decisive. But with those outside of the … Continue reading Love To My First Ex

From The Spider’s Perspective

I'm hungry Extremely hungry But for what, I don't know I don't care It's been a while since this one fed me Maybe it's time to let it go Wait a minute It couldn't be I'm not nearly hungry enough to imagine this These tantalizing vibrations on my strings What the hell is this? So … Continue reading From The Spider’s Perspective

In Love With Spider When I’m The Prey

Hanging to what it was in the past Wanting this so bad it drives me mad If I could've been warned of how it would end I could've been prepared to revert back again Life without the lust is different to me Life without the sin ain't where I want to be Trust me when … Continue reading In Love With Spider When I’m The Prey