The After Thoughts

I heard there’s someone new now For a fleeting moment, I was sad Then the thought of past relationships Failed attempts, fluttered on by I began to wonder Is she nice to you? Can she cook like grandma? Does she laugh at your jokes? Has she sung to you? Is she enough? Does she give … Continue reading The After Thoughts →

(Weak)end Vibes

I danced with temptation yesterday Oh how beautiful he was So long was he gone But of course could I ever forget him The all, but subtle glances he stole Forcing me to remember the natural attraction The air always so still between us A familiar high amplified solely around him Mesmerized to the exclusion … Continue reading (Weak)end Vibes →

(Not So) Random Obsessive Thought

Temptation is a dangerously wonderful thing. The delicate intricacy of how something can be both just out of reach and within reach eludes me. However, I do enjoy when temptation decides to let loose when sitting with me. He sticks around and kicks his feet up. He talks and all the while lets his guard … Continue reading (Not So) Random Obsessive Thought →

Love To My First Ex

I loved you... But it was my first time. Everything was new. Everything was different. I never knew I was capable of falling in love. Love was unfamiliar to me and I had to adjust. Yes, adjust. You see with family, I was myself. I was strong, willful, decisive. But with those outside of the … Continue reading Love To My First Ex →

In Love With Spider When I’m The Prey

Hanging to what it was in the past Wanting this so bad it drives me mad If I could've been warned of how it would end I could've been prepared to revert back again Life without the lust is different to me Life without the sin ain't where I want to be Trust me when … Continue reading In Love With Spider When I’m The Prey →